Princess Corner

Have you ever felt like suddenly grabbing your car keys, and heading off to yr favourite stall to buy something you really like ? Then after getting it, you consume it in private, slowly enjoying very mouthful and savouring every mouthful of it ? Well if you don’t drive, then how about when yr taking a nap, then suddenly awaken, and feel a strong intensity inside you to eat peanut butter sandwich……and if you don’t the rest of the nap is totally ruined and so is your mood for the whole day.

Well these often happens to me….Hahaha don’t believe it ? Well you gotta, coz I ain’t lying…Haha I get seriously horrendous cravings at the wrong times, and can be very affected by it. It can be quite bad as to my friends pass remarks like, ” eh…you like pregnant woman only…can’t imagine when you really are, yr ppor husband !! ” Hahhaa Well  I don’t blame them for saying that, coz i do get cravings quite often. SOmetimes even for things I don’t really fancy. SOmetimes I don’t even need to eat it, just need to smell it.

I get cravings for stuff like burgers, fries, doughnuts, mangoes, guavas, vegetable soup, hokkien mee in PJ, fishball , chocolate,fried kuey teow,  iced  blended coffee smoothies, hot chocolate drink…and lots more..Sometimes its scary what I crave for. Hahaha I’m very sensitive to smell, so it may even be walking into a bakery just coz there’s the nice smell of freshly baked bread !!! Hahaha crazy right ??? Exactly !! I know !!! But sometimes I really can’t help it, the craving will get soooooo strong that it affects my daily progress and can even make me have the craziest mood swings, which leaves me pretty upset and grouchy

SO I don’t always feed the craving, sometimes I do, but other times I’ll just let it pass if its not too strong, then other times I’ll get others to go with me, so it can be shared out If not can you imagine my size if I feed those cravings ? And I get them quite often..hehehe ( not that I’m any smaller now..haha )

SO my CRAVING for today is pancakes and a cup of hot chocolate…arrgghh how I wished I lived in Damansara..haha then it’ll be so much nearer…hehe I love the savoury pancakes in Paddington Pancake House, and the hot chocolate is super duper chocolatey…if you don’t like chocolate, try the cappucino…Arrghhh I’m making things worst for myself ….Okay I’m gonna try and get my mind off this craving for a moment….

Bye !!

Dear readers,

I’ve decided to come to terms with certain things, and realized that though how much we try, or how sincere we are, most of the time most things don’t turn out the way we like, people don’t appreciate us, and moreover our actual intention is turned into something its not suppose to be. I really don’t understand how the world works or how people work. I think the world is a wonderful and beautiful place, but its we humans in it, that has turned it into the most ugly thing, filled with lies, deceit, backstabbing, cursing, sin, impure thoughts, and inhumane actions.

It’s tough living in this world today. People that you trust, that are the closest to you, that you can trust yr life with, that you trust understand you, and love you, and whom you think are willing to stand by you, willing to talk it out with you like a grown -up when somethings not right, instead turn around and throw everything rght back in yr face. The saddest part is there’s pretence, lies, and gossip all around. SOmetimes the people around you that are closest to you, are the ones that will break you down to your lowest, and into the core of you. Imagine the heartache, heartbreak, and the deep hurt. It feels as if I’ve taken a knife into my own hands and plunged it into my own chest. Because being hurt or betrayed by others are not so bad, but being done so by people you truly love and care about its like killing me softly, slyly , and its more like a crime of passion.

So what’s the point of this post ? Well this is a post to say that I’m leaving everything behind. I’ve found love, friendship, a truthful, honest, and faithful relationship, that has taught me a lot. I’ve learnt to forgive and just move on, not to dwell or wallow in sorrows, because there is not point in it. Coz as my dearest has said, that most of the time, its the devil that wants to get between us, and try to break us down to our lowest, at the point where we’re reaching a point of breakthrough, or we draw nearer to God. I must say I was at a point of full recovery, but something came about and broke me down again. But thanks to my dear friend, and much needed support, I’m leaving it all behind me now. Moving on to a new start , and new relationships perhaps ??

Anyway hope you guys like the theme And I’m enjoying my holidays, spending time with my beloved brother ( miss him alot as when he works he’s pretty busy ) , my lovely aunt and darling cousin ( hardly get to spend time with them too on usual days ) ….so truly cherish it ….and I’m being BUGGED by my brother !!! Arrgghh that’s the irritating part…haha but its also these times that I actually do MISS !!! when he’s away So I’ll go ” enjoy”  the irritating-ness !!!! Hahahaha I just heard him exclaim loudly in the background,that I love disturbing my sister !!! Hahaha

So long and farewell for now dear readers