Can a person love and hate at the same time ?
It feels like I’m drowning, falling deeper and deeper into a dark pit that will eventually make everything and everyone around me be destroyed. I feel like such a failure.
Will no one hear my heart out, without judging me? but instead lend an ear to listen and a shoulder to cry on ?
God , I can’t do this anymore, I’m so so broken, the hole in my heart is a large gaping hole, that’s been torn wider and larger each time, and it burns inside me. When will this stop ?
I have never felt this kind of sorrow,burden,hurt, anger and hatred. Its not something thats right to feel, yet I cannot stop the feeling that’s so apparent in me, and its breaking me to pieces….
i don’t understand .
Why am I this way ?
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Walltalker Said:
on June 5, 2009 at 1:15 pm
Forget but not forgive, that’s just being silly. But keep at where you are and pray that you may understand. Someday, maybe someday… And the day you understand. You’ll be the happiest person on the planet.
Don’t worry too much, i would spend the whole day listening to you if i could.