Can a person love and hate at the same time ?
It feels like I’m drowning, falling deeper and deeper into a dark pit that will eventually make everything and everyone around me be destroyed. I feel like such a failure.
Will no one hear my heart out, without judging me? but instead lend an ear to listen and a shoulder to cry on ?
God , I can’t do this anymore, I’m so so broken, the hole in my heart is a large gaping hole, that’s been torn wider and larger each time, and it burns inside me. When will this stop ?
I have never felt this kind of sorrow,burden,hurt, anger and hatred. Its not something thats right to feel, yet I cannot stop the feeling that’s so apparent in me, and its breaking me to pieces….
i don’t understand .
Archive for April, 2009
Why am I this way ?
