WHY ???

The world in actual fact is nothing close to nice. We often look at the glitz and glamour and forget the ” slum or not so nice areas “
Whether its places, things, environments or even people, in reality, there is so much pain , hurt, lies, deceit and untruthfulness.

Yet we remain ignorant to what’s happening around us. We only see what we want to, and shut off to the rest. We listen to only what we want to hear, turning a deaf ear to what we don’t. We only offer to help those who we think we want to or who in our books are ” worth ”

Lies and this state of ignorance is happening right in families, among good friends and trusted company. Why ? Why ? Why ?

Everyday lives are lost. Does it really have to come to death then only will anyone act or react ? Does it really have to reach a point where everything is lost , then only will one be appreciated ?

What’s happening ? I don’t even understand , what did I do ? What have I not tried doing , and there is no response from you ? How long more do I need to endure this ?

I don’t want to endure this anymore. Forget everything that has ever happened. I choose to take in everything and start off anew, in hopes of finding someone, something, someplace better.

* this is written in a concept of my imagination, inspired by things in reality. No one is being refered to in this .

How more could I express ??

He knows exactly what I need,
He knows when I need love,
He knows when I need comfort,
He knows when I need a friend.

He knows what I want,
He knows whats in my heart.
He knows when I need encouragement,
He knows when I need uplifting.

It still boggles my mind,
And never will I understand His Grace, Mercy and undying Love.
How more could I understand even the simplest things He does for me.

Thank you for granting me blessings. I’ve never been better blessed than this.

Expressions Or Deceptions of LOVE , by Sarah Ng

You say you love me,
But you keep trying to shape me into someone else,
You say you love me,
But don’t bother a single bit about me.

You say you love me,
But everything I do is never enough,
You say you love me,
But I’m never good enough!

You say you love me,
But you question my love,
You say you love me,
But you don’t trust me.

You say you love me,
But only look at my faults,
You say you love me,
But never try to understand my actions.

You say you love me,
But you hurt me,
You say you love me,
But in actual fact you hate me.

You say you love me,
But you tear my emotions apart,
You say you love me,
But you despise my attitude.

You say you love me,
But only look for me when you need me,
Other times I’m left on the shelf to catch dust.

You say you love me,
But demand irrelevant things from me, You say you love me,
But your never satisfied even when I’ve given you everything.

You say you love me,
And that you’ll wait,
But before anything bears fruit,
Your already faraway.

What is love ? Its something I cannot understand, and will never comprehend,because you say you love me, but everything I do doesn’t fit into your criteria of love !