Archive for January, 2009

Why do we have to endure pain ?

Why do we have to have sickness ?

Why do we fight ?

Why do we hurt each other ?

Why does disease plague one person, but not another ?

Why do we shun people with sickness , deformities and shortcomings ?

Why don’t we look at ourselves before looking at others ?

Why do people have to have cancer ?

Why do people that serve the community and give the best for their students, suffer in pain from sickness ?

Tell me why !!!!! I guess it might just  be an opening to the truth and reality of life, where everything isn’t as good as is seems to be. The media is feeding us rubbish, where if you have certain things, or you live a certain way, all this ” pain ” will be gone, and you can live in luxury . Is that really true ? Well don’t fall for it, for I have seen with my very own eyes now, that the most successful people with careers, power, money,and everything they could ask for in life, have illness. It is not true. Life is not all joys and comfort living. It comes with hardships, pain , sickness, illness, problems , hurts, dissapointments, and many more.

SO life isn’t so sweet after all is it ? Time to face it !!

Exhausted !!

I’m so exhausted and tired. School has only started a week plus, and I’m already getting drained and tired. Falling sick too….sigh…I haven’t actually fallen sick yet and has been so since end of December 2008. If I do fall sick, I’m sure it’ll be a pretty bad bout.

Anyway , why am I so tired ? coz I have to wake up at 530 am ? And stay in school for so long ? Then followed by other activities or tuition ? I don’t think its all that.

Anyway just to let my dear readers know, that I’m taking a break from blogging and will probably only start again after CNY. Hopefully. BTW, does anyone read this blog anymore ? I do hope so…

Happy Chinese New Year!! and happy celebrating too, remember its not only a time to collect ” angpows ” or eat, but its time to spend quality family time tog, and even with friends too !! Take care folks .

Love,

Sarah

I know this is delayed , but ” Happy New Year ” !!!

Haha okay now that sounded lame :( Anyway well I don’t know how happy exactly the New Year will be, but hoping and praying for strength for everyone :) )

Anyway, so what’s installed for the new year for me ? First thing on the top of my list, well is my  major exam this year, ohhhh !!! I’m already feeling the pressure :) haha anyway I think all will turn out fine, just have to work hard and trust in Him !!

Also have more resolutions to save more money :-) Hahaha and well since I have my own car now, and have to drive to school on my own ( boo hoo hoo ) I have to make sure I plan my expenses out well enough :-) I keep on having nightmares that I’ll drive until I forget to pump petrol and get stuck in the middle of no where with no petrol …hahaha strange eh ? I think its called paranoid !!!

Anyway I also have a new fish tank !! Okay its not new new, but nice enough n the previous owner had taken good care of it, so I gave it  nice wash n put in more rocks n plants, and of course fish. So sad, my neons and the bumblebee with red stripes died :( Only have one bumblebee left and some guppies . Just had a new baby guppy I spotted this morning. SO cute …haha so thats my new hobby for the new year.

Well basically this post is to kinda what I wanna say, update maybe on me ?? Haha so happy starting school to all school-goers !! and happy working to all working ppl !! Though I myself am still in erm holiday mode, I think I’ll only finish holidaying after CNY !! Haha anyway start of the new year with  a positive mindset. It makes all the difference :-)

Take care folks !!!

p/s : To my dear friend, Walltalker who’ll be leaving M’sia soon, hope you do well over there. Though in a different place , n miles away, it doesn’t mean we can’t be friends anymore. Stay in touch okay, thanks for the tank ;-) will take good care of it . My prayers will be with you , pray along too k . Haha and remember yr promise okay :-) Take care, and have a safe journey !!

TAKE CARE EVERYONE !!! * SMILES *

Love- Sarah